There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love,
but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.
Pearl S. Buck

Monday, May 14


I got into an argument with someone last night, and they hung up on me. This isn't the first time. No matter what happens, don't ever hang up on someone. Especially someone you say you "love". I have done it myself, and regret the consequences.

Turns out that no matter what I say, I am going to be "in the wrong" here. Because my actions are being perceived as something they are not. They are being based on a level of expectations that have nothing to do with me. I have tried to explain my stance, only to be met with, You don't know what you are talking about. (when mostly I was talking about myself).

I don't know where to go from this. I have been disrespected by two people I thought were my friends. I don't know where or how to deal with the pain of that. But I do have to realize that I am only capable of changing myself, and not others.

I hate mondays.


  1. awww....that REALLY sucks. i hope it improves for you and that you settle the differences. not fun.

    happy belated mother's day.

  2. Well that sucks. Sorry, Melanie.