Its sad to know (have to deal with the fact) that you come from an upbringing of High Drama. I have worked on removing my reactions regarding this environmental education, but seriously, its not that easy. In some ways that is a bonus to my artistic side. I see things in huge color and drama. But when it comes to dealing with men ie: any relationship, its not so good.
But I am getting better. Until then, I will be the last one chosen to play on someone's team, because I can't remain unaffected. I just can't. But I can stop making a wave pool out of reflective peaceful water. That I must try to accomplish. PRONTO!