Tuesday, November 20
I had a drink but not a smoke.
I am sitting in front of a light
wondering why I shared your words
more days pass, your resolution fades
taking prey only when you are lonely
why do you misjudge in ignorance
people will see past the illusion
no mystery, just a man hiding in the alley
selecting a street lamp to sing underneath
when a back turns cold on a promise
very few moments give back a reward
memories to lay with in your bed
an illusion you make out to be more
fear is a standoff with yourself
your kisses are guarded
I will not be afraid again
I have survived being abandoned
time to remember, be brave, stand up.
disregard all the people who allow
me nothing by their presence.
leave me alone if you wont share