I don't know. I just don't know. One min I thought, this is the answer. The next min I realized I might not be ready! The next minute I was ready to cry.
This is not easy. And I can't keep my mind still. Wanting to hear what really is happening.My mind traveling to a point of saying, do I turn men off THAT bad?? Knowing that I have to keep my mind on me. Listening to my heart and body talking in conflicted dialogue.
steady on girl, steady on. be patient.