I would absolutely LOVE to be in a relationship with someone... but not just anyone. I talk about needing sex, and yea I do... but not at the expense of something I would prefer more and that is companionship with a person that really gets me, sees me and hopes for the best for me.
I think for now, I remain unattached and free to focus on a passion that may bring me a future. Or even just sitting and drawing or making something artistic to soothe my soul from the long journey through countless war torn fields of relationships past that has left me feeling dispassionate and questioning that love even exists on the level I seek.
Ah.. the years of being single aren't so bad. Loneliness isn't brought about by being alone. Loneliness isn't about isolation. I have felt lonely while in a relationship too... So, objective? Inner peace... I hope theres a warm fire on a beach there... the sound of the waves always brings me peace...
There isn't any question of my love for you, its just time to love me more.