There are times when you connect with someone. A person who opens up to you without inhibition. They say the things they want you to hear. Unsure of why they are opening, unsure of where its going, not knowing that all these steps are destined to make our lives sweeter with each tone. And then? the cone of silence. Where do they go?
This has happened to me often online. I am reminded by people to seek out where it is that I am stopping this flow. There are others that say to me, its not you at all. I wish that I could get off this merry go round.
I feel like walking out in front of a bus today, that would end all the pain your silence has caused me. But unfortunately the world wouldn't benefit from my death, and so another day in pain it is.
Blessed are those that have a depth of feeling they aren't afraid to share. I am one that is so blessed. May my other come to rescue my heart from this drenched hell of nothing ness and silence, and we can sing together.
let me find you dear. open the window and listen for my song!