I can't tell you why some people are more talented than others, creatively. Its a mystery! I know that there are times when I am flowing like a river and times when my creativity is the dry creek bed.
One element through it all is happiness and enjoyment. If I have too much time spent on others or with others, there is a longer time for me to come back to center. When I am centered and not distracted, things flow for me. totally! So the manifestation is to have enough money flowing that i can work on my own projects and get my artistic communication out there~
Yea!!! AND in 6 days, I am going to drive away and really have some time alone to think and draw and be. long time coming.