There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love,
but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.
Pearl S. Buck

Friday, November 2

Check it.

I am a single mother living in Santa Barbara with no child support and currently NO job. That will change next week, as I interviewed and WOOHOO nailed it! Its not  much but I will be happy to be doing something again with some really nice people in a small non corporate office. I need the distraction. I often wonder while people are complaining to me about how they don't have time for a life, or they don't have time to talk or share or WHATEVER it is they don't have, how miserable they are, and think to myself that teachers voice in the Charlie Brown cartoons of our youth.. (blah blah blah blah blah)...

People I have a child! I don't even have time to wipe my ASS... and here i am pretty much smiling most of the time... WTF? Grow up and get the F*CK over yourselves... And that evil witch that is wishing me into oblivion so she can get what she wants? FY too... You're black magic is going to spell you right outta your hair! BALDEEE! but hey, some men like a bald taco... ok ok uncalled for, sigh... back to reality... CHECK.

I don't like thinking bad thoughts of anyone or anything, happens as a result of being so damn naive for so long and the water torture of realizing that if you are naive, you gotta get used to pain. And learn to feel the liars and thieves coming towards ya from 100 feet away and BOLT. So, for the closing, my "law of attraction" cohorts know, i must end this on a positive note. I am thankful of the experiences I have had because they have created a level of gratitude in me towards all people. The lessons I learn from them are invaluable. I wish for those people to move to their highest good. I draw to me a love that i can nurture and hold close to my heart. A relationship that will allow amazing loyalty and support that will be appreciated and utilized by both. A balance so my partner and I  will have what we want in abundance. (sexual innuendo intended!) giggle...

Hawaiian Prayer:
I love you
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you.

Zen and now, a life in balance is the only life to be lived. Everyday is a struggle in-between and we choose where we stand in each moment. did you hear the teachers voice at the end of that second paragraph? lol... yea bb! my work is done here.

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