There are many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts broken by love,
but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream - whatever that dream might be.
Pearl S. Buck

Saturday, January 12

What have I done to myself?

Life is about choice to choice... And things happen that are meant to make us even better than we expect ourselves to be. This week is a GREAT example of that.

I have had an upheaval in life, which might have been shortened a bit if i had done some actions that would have created a quicker recovery, but one of my main issues is avoidance.

I am not responsible for what expectations my family has of me. I am not responsible for the expectations that my friends have of me. I am an amazing woman, and everything is happening for a reason. I love life. I have seen people who DONT know me during this situation that remind me how staunch and resilient I am. How calm and positive I am. They have spoken it outloud! They have reminded me I am special, and my son is lucky to have me. Doubt B gone! I am free and ready for the next level of my life, which will continue my amazing experience.

Love is without expectation, or judgement... thats what I deserve in this life. I will have it. I am ready to choose it over any thing else. Thanks for the support, my core universe.

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