It is so amazing. Why do you keep throwing up fear in the face of something obviously beautiful and connected? Why tear yourself up over the past when now is so much better?
Trying to beat up others via beating up yourself is a losing battle. YOU are in control of how your past treats your present... and holding onto anger for something someone else did to you only burns up YOUR energy and YOUR life. They are unaffected. This lack of anger management only effects you, and EVERYONE else, BUT not the party you are angry at. EVER.
Put that mind to use my friend and live your life in happiness. In that happiness you will find the energy to battle the things that really matter to you.
No matter your choice, I will be there to help you. I hope I am a choice, but if not? There are people in this world that will honor my spirit. I just hope that because we are SO alike, we will find our way to each other more and more.
Riding the waves of hope and surfing the reality of what is. Thats all I am going to do for now.
I don't know you well, but i do know that I care. Its what i got!