That I have gotten to this point in life and still feel so fucking confused!
I think that maybe I haven't been able to embrace all that there is to ME. I am stuck in a place where I am trying to get. Who am I? What have I become?
I know what I want, but i also know that most of the time what I want isn't good for me. Freakin life becomes a struggle to put in front of yourself continuously the joy of accepting what you have because you know thats what you need.
Hedonism. I would love for a few days but get so BORED with it. Refocus! Refocus, Refocus.
I need a STUDIO!!!!!!!! That would keep me occupied.